Sunday, November 12, 2006

Life comes at you fast...

Just when you think that everything is going steady, things are going in a predicted way, it all changes. It happens in no time and before you can even think, your life has changed or is about to change drastically. You probably were wishing for a change but this was not what you had thought of, not what you had in mind, not what you would have predicted.

I guess change is the only steady thing in life. But I hate the initial part of making a change - decisions involved, hours of wondering what this change will bring to life, how this change will change the other aspects in your life, how this change involves letting go of certain things. The part I hate most is how a change leaves me with the feeling that I am totally clueless about my life, about what I want to do and that I have little or no control of what is going to happen.

'All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another. '